We did not get the job and God gave me the song I shared in my last Post. Often from paper to music words change but God gave me a new song! It has been years! This song isn't just about God saying no to this job. It is about how do we handle Him saying no to us at all. I have tried it both ways. I have done the angry and asking why! To no one in my homes benefit and I am doing it with meekness this time. By God's grace! I don't think that asking why is nessarily wrong...its a heart matter. How are we asking why and to what end. God gives me songs for me. To "broken record" truths into my heart when I need them most. I share them because I am confident that I am not the only one struggling with these life issues. I pray you are blessed, challenge, or healed with this. What ever God has in store for you.
I sing of turning my gaze from God's hand (what I want Him to give me) to His face (just Him). I am finding that life is not getting easier. I just NEED Him. I want circumstances to be better but I NEED Him.
Ah, no make up, no editing and baby in the back round...real life mom worshiping Jesus.
GAZE
What do I do with paralysis of soul
I was confident of yes but You said no
So now I grapple with Your will
Am I to believe that You love me still
Yes or no turn my gaze
From Your hand and to Your face
Maker of good and glory
Even when You put no in my story
How I long to ask the why
But this time I choose silence for Your glory
Yes or no turn my gaze
From Your hand to Your face
Disappointment cracks my heart
You wrap me with Yourself
My world is torn apart
You bind me with Yourself
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